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" We are one but we are many ... We are Australian "
My anxiety has risen again to a new high!
Unless you have been living under a rock, you are aware that Australia is living the worst fires in history.
And it is terrifying and heartbreaking.
Many of you don't know this, but I have strong ties with Australia, and my heart is heavy.
I am not stopping my work behind the scenes, but it is a hard moment, and I am trying my upmost to keep up the standard of my work.
With this going on, my anxiety has returned and I am truly struggling to keep afloat.
What helps is knowing that I can always count on my partner to pull me up, but also to let me be alone with my thoughts.
He always knows when to stop pushing, but also knows which buttons to press to enable me to rise up!
I will be more loquacious - which I'm sure you have noticed, your girl here can write lengthy posts! - in my next post, but this week it is hard to talk about upbeat things, when my heart just isn't into it.
I just can't be writing under false pretenses. It's not authentic and not how I like to do things. I am either all in or nothing at all!
Unfortunately, this week it is the latter.
Elle Ash xo